Thursday, September 6, 2012

Prayer to the Goddess of the Light

Goddess of the Light,

Change still rolls through my life.
Before, I was apprehensive about some of the changes,
Apprehensive about the number of changes;

Now, I think I understand more of the why:
I needed the changes.

It may seem obvious,
That changes are necessary;

But it isn't always clear what the changes represent,
What the changes mean for us.

At a recent reading I learned what I already knew but hadn't formulated into thought yet.

I learned I'm stuck at a crossroads.
I learned I'll be stuck here until I resolve some major things in my life that keep me from moving on.

I'm stuck where so many are stuck.

The changes happening in my life are forcing some of the road blocks to loosen, to shift;
I can see what I need to do to move them more clearly now.

Again, you are helping me,
Providing light, providing direction;
Guiding me to where I need to be.

I guess I've always known what I needed to do.
I'm just a bit anxious about it,
I'm not entirely sure how to start.

But, I'm closer now.

It isn't always easy.
It isn't always simple.
It usually isn't free.
But it is usually worth it.

Here I go....

-sm